Wednesday, April 12, 2006

finally

ohmagoddd!!
like finally i tell you
its been like ages
gosh
hmmm
SAM:im goin ayte.

hmmm.
i've made a deal with myself
never to do it again
nevr get caught in the same shit
smelling fishy stuffys
gettin all screwed

HAH.!
gotcha!
just kiddin!
in my next life please.
not so soon la.
takes time ya know
its not some paper or whatever
that i can just throw away.

so
a whole lot of yawl
aint got no shit bout what im chattering bout.
hah!
ask me mann.
yeah yeah.

but for those who knows,
HEHEHEHEH!

sorraye im abit psycho
lost touch la
i think when i got caught in the drizzle yesterday
it kinda washed off some other stuufff.

OOOHHH!!
shall i get a new shoe?
shall i?
shall i?
a new bag?
shall i?
shall i?

oh freak it.
bye all.

oh
have ever felt
how it feels
to lose it all?

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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

hey hey all.
and so its been super duperrr long.
but yeah.
anyways,
department needs some serious cleaning up.
gettin rid of all tha ol' stocks.
updatin ma check book
and shits like tht.
gettin new ones.
just what i need..
its all good now huh.?
i hope.
oh wells.
life's all good.
my greatest attempt to burn bad away today was GONNNNNEEEE.
thanks to d MaN above.
who refuses to let it shine.
damn.
off ta town..
boy, aint it feelin good washin up after so long.
heh.
gosh, i spent so much today,
momma's gonna flip when she sees my account balance.
ohhh nnnooooo.
but it was goooood.
companied by the best company ever.
i bought a new cd.
yesterday's news la
but yeah.
its good yaw.
go grb it.
HURRYYY.
oooh oooohh..
totally out of point,
but i miss you.
tho i see you
smell you
feeel ur touch
that lingers till i fall asleep.
every single daayy.
now, this is the best i ever had.

oh wells ohwells..
hmmm,
dont know why but i just said what i said.
"music is the remedy for my soul."
hmmmm,
dont reallly believe it in
but...
it happens huh.
ooh.
just outta curiousity,
yawl believe in karma?
tht what you do now.
will turn arnd n bite you.
heh, now dont tht sound familiar.
hahaha.

i just cnt unlove you.
by kenny rogers.
if yawl like watch americn idol,
yawl prolly know the song im talkin bout.
its so nice.
so goooood.
its yummaye.
8D.

sam: i ano' if i can go.
but i'll comfirm wit ya.
its em yaw.
u know how i aint lovin
lookin over my shoulders.
so yeah.
thinkin bout it ayte.

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Saturday, April 01, 2006

i miss you

i miss you.
i miss you so much.
too much that words cant express it.
why?
why do i?
it was just a time we had.
so why does it all come back now.?
why?
why?
someone please tell me why.
so many qns yet no answers.
what am i to do.
for these will never have an ans.
gosh...
i dont know any more.
i just dont know what to do.
or the right thing to say.
the right move to make that is.
ur here.
so am i.
but things just aint right.
how come.?
gosh.
im confuse.
but one thig's fer sho.
i miss you.
i miss u loads.
sometimes i wonder if u miss me too.
:'(

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me

was goin thru ma mail n this is whut i found.
heh.
cool shits huh.?
anyhoos,
really?
am i?
is this really me.?


---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
person possible... better than all of these other
months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to
joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone
always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of
person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to
dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows
emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.
Sensitive.


hmm,
is this really really me.?
hahah.!
its just junk mail.
anyhoos,
aussie trip's good.
surrounded by the nicest ppl of the world.
lots of shoppin.
but more updates later on.
imuh head down ta d mall.!
later yawl.

oh mann...
the love of my life.
i miss u.
its been too long
im lost without you.
so far away from me
out of reach
of my two open arms
many signs
it just shows ur wit me even wen im away.
i cant wait ta get back.
to see u once again.
no one ever treated me like u did.
the buses.
the shops.
the songs.
everything.
gosh.
im just too lost without u.
then yesterday,
i just got stuck.
gosh, i just cldnt sleep.
no one was there ta keep me warm.
to cover me up with warmth that i need.
gosh, my baby,
i miss you so.
i seriously cant wait ta get back.
you'll b the first thing i'd do when i get back..
[if only i could]

Of all the words of pen and paper,
'if only' and 'should have' hurts the most.

changes.
thats what i need.
thats what i got.
but is it what i want.
a changed environment.
different people.
is it worth it.
its best to think of what i NEED
more than what i WANT.
LIVE ANNOUNCEMENT!!!
zie, i need help.
help me pls.

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